Thursday, May 31, 2012


I feel that now, finally, I have been in a period of recovery.   I think at least since 9/2011.  It took a long friggin time to get here.  Ages and ages really.   Some people's life times unfortunately.

Very little of my head is rent free now from my FOO.   If only I could have managed this like 20 or 30 years ago!   On the other hand, my very unique journey has brought me true love, and a great career.  I also live someplace that I never thought I would.   Life is good.  

I really thank everyone that has sent me kind comments.   As you know, this is not an easy journey, and not one any one of us would wish on ourselves or our worst enemies.   I appreciate everyone's insights and stories, and the blogs/others that I have found over the last few years have been immeasurably helpful to me.   I wish I had found them 25 years ago!

There are a lot of things that I wish I had understood 25 years ago, but that will be a topic for another blog post.  



mulderfan said...

I used to play the "if only" game but now I've forgiven myself for the wasted years. I simply wasn't ready. I didn't have the knowledge or skills to break free. Even now, I sometimes backslide but never enough for them to latch onto my soul again!

So happy you found happiness!

Mona said...

Here's to your great journey! Thank you for your blog, I enjoy reading it!