Here are thirteen things that contribute to lapsing back into my feelings of resentment due to my estrangements (not that any of these can be helped):
- The "sighting" of a family member from whom I am estranged.
- Other people's happy and seemingly normal interactions with their families.
- Any time I see a father and daughter or a mother and daughter that I don't know having a good time together.
- Television shows that show "special and happy" family moments of which I did experience a great many of them.
- A white Lexus "SUV?" with silver logo.
- A white Jeep Cherokee (okay my monster has a thing with white, as you will follow)
- Any living room that has all white furniture (on tv or in person).
- Moms or step moms on shows like Dr Phil that are nasty and out of control (especially if the claim "that's not me" while watching video of themselves).
- Antique shows, dealers, or antique shops.
- Women in fur coats.
- Holidays, though that is getting less and less as our own traditions are coming into play.
- People on the beach that look like the monster and S donor from a distance.
- Other friends or families divorces or marital problems.
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